farewell my dear harry

i was shocked that my rabbit died out of a sudden when i was out.. i thought it was a lie but when i seen it with my own eyes i was lost with words... my brain was blank
i didn't know what to do...
i didn't know how i could have brought it back into life...
i felt very bad that i couldn't be there when it died.. i felt bad that i couldn't give it a better life..
a better place to live in.. the rabbit was always in the small cage. it wasn't that i didn't want to let it out but i didn't want anything to happen to it because i had two dogs.
i felt bad that i didn't sent it to a vet when i suspect something was wrong though no one believed... i didn't sent it to a vet as i saw improvement but somehow it never seems to fully recover... i was planning to send it to the vet this monday.. i thought that giving it multi-vitamin would make it better.. but it seems like it only did for awhile
i didn't know that this will led to it's death..
i don't know how it died but i am sure missing it... my parents said it died of old age but i believed that i could have saved it if i had brought it to the hospital.. i cried and cried..
but no matter how much i did i couldn't do anything for harry...
i feel like i am a bad owner.. this rabbit has suffered too much.. it has been previously abandoned too...
i am really a bad owner..
i am not fit to be an owner
i am really sorry harry
i didn't mean to such a bad owner..
i will always miss u